5.26.2010

Day one ...

Today was day one of my "new outlook" on worry and how to combat it in my life.  I think I managed to do alright.  I certainly found myself being more aware of my thoughts.  It's not that I didn't have any worryfull thoughts - it just didn't seem to linger long.  I was too busy thinking about what I was going to offer up in a thankful thought.  

It's amazing how such a small change can seem to make a large difference.  I found myself not feeling the heaviness in my chest that comes and resides when I'm lost in my worry.  I didn't feel as if "I" needed to figure the problem out or solve it.  After all, it's not in my hands anyway.  I found myself focusing more on gifts God has blessed me with.  

I'm still a work in progress.  In the time it's taking me to write this I've had at least two worry-full thoughts come to mind.  I am thankful that Father God is in control and that His best will come from those things that are not so wonderful in our lives.  I am thankful for my wonderful family who loves me just the way I am yet, challenges me to be more !  I am thankful that God is patient and I am not taking this journey alone !  Amen.

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