Return of the Worry Monster !

Yeah, he's gettin' sneaky now.  Hangin' around the corner waiting to poke me when he gets the chance.  Oh my - this is not an easy thing.  I think God should have given me bigger feet so I could "stomp" on all the worry and take it out with one good tantrum.  Ah, but that's not what this journey is about is it?  It's not about getting to hit the easy button and conquer it in one little click.  Nope - it's about learning to really lay it in His hands and know that no matter what comes or doesn't come - He's got it all under control.  Control - oh I don't want to go there.  I like to be "in control".  I don't like feeling like I'm at any one else's mercy.  I don't like not being able to take care of things myself.  My Way.  Oh my - this is gonna be a long journey isn't it ?