Another CT scan down. It actually wasn't so bad this time - no extended poking and prodding. Just one stick and then the scan. I think it was worse the time before because I didn't take anyone with me. Thank you oldest girly girl for going with me, it helped a lot. Now it's just the waiting. Waiting until Friday for my doc visit and the results. It always makes me anxious and a bit grumbly until I know the results from the doctor.
The husband and I watched the movie Fireproof a few weeks back. One of the scenes from the movie is stuck in my head. It's the one where he gets angry with her and backs her up against the wall yelling at her. It's just stuck there because it reminds me so much of myself. Not so much recently, but more so when I was younger. I realize now, that just because something or someone frustrates me - it doesn't mean I'm right and they are wrong. It doesn't give me permission to say ugly things. It doesn't mean that when the argument is over that I'm sorry will make those ugly words I said and the ugly things I did go away. God tells us to be careful with our words - to treat others with mercy - and to be gentle and kind. There is a reason He tells us to be that way. You cannot cherish someone else if you do not show them through your actions.
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